Sunday, September 25, 2011

Unknowns with anxiety

Just a bit of anxiety setting in for the unknown of the BMT week. What about the pain? What is the process? Is Dale going to have more than pain? Sick too? Miserable and just downright hurting all over? I will take him tomorrow so we can figure it out. Each time a new process happens, we both anticipate what it will be like, Dale pretty anxious, me perfectly in control. That is why I have been doing as much as nothing in my head as possible so I can deal with it all.

I have received some great hugs and support from friends this weekend. I feel myself fill-up with goodness as we connect. Their energies towards Dale & I are noted and appreciated. Thank you friends.

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