Saturday, September 22, 2012

One way to get good rest

Dale's Upper GI Endoscopy tests on Friday, looked fine. Doctor took biopsies for more information but said nothing looked unusual. Dale told me he enjoyed the good rest he had while the procedure was completed, however, a bit expensive...

Energy level remains low.  Feelings of non-productivity and depression increase. One more day, one more test completed. He wants to give up, not wake up, and be done. His mortality may be earlier than he hoped for before cancer diagnosis and treatment, but it is not as fast as he seems to want it to be. Sad that he feels this way. Each day of life brings another opportunity to learn, serve, and become a better person. Dale, does not see it that way now. His focus, energy, and purpose has diminished. Sad because we have many reasons to be grateful each day.

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